Go away

My minds and life are both in a mess recently,it is the time to change my life. I do not know this decision is right or totally wrong.

Once upon a time,or so historical books told me,the ancients often went some places where are peace and no one can disturb them,so they can think lots of things such as philosophy and gong-fu.

I need to find a place like that.Actually I am averse about go away,too.Because of the unknown toward new place,I am also a bit afraid of it.But I cannot wait anymore.And I accept it is an escape in some cases.I will take care of myself and I hope my mum will,too.